~Sneak Peak~

Sometimes I am not sure that the world is ready for me...or maybe sometimes I am not ready for the world. My sister notified me of some hilarious animal pictures knowing that I would immediately caption them or "talk" the animals...I did! 

You know by now, if you have been reading me, that my mind goes! I will preface with...I love my mind! I am glad I have my mind! You can't have my mind...whew! be glad for that! BUT I never brag about my mind. Know that when I write about my type or my mind I am in NO way bragging...I am just letting you "in" a little bit...into who I am. If I sound haughty...then you misunderstood me. I am far from haughty. I am hidden but I am seen. But do you really see the hidden? 

As far as when I am with people, when I am just among the crowd, I have so many stories and songs going on inside my head all at the same time...I don't like to be interrupted. When I am interrupted, some of the stories continue but I do hear you. To truly listen to you I have to stop any story or song going on inside my head. I do that for you! People are important.

As much as people are important, oh, never mind...that part is too revealing (grins)...I am not ready to share that yet.

I love the atmosphere! I love being able to create it. When I write, I am in a zone...my atmosphere! It's my place of calm. My get-away! When my get-away time is interrupted, my insides...mind and soul...really want to release true feelings of annoyance, but for your sake I calm the tones...oh to you it may not seem like it...trust me...I tone myself down just for you. 

Sometimes my mind has a song going from out of the blue. Oh I don't even know all of the lyrics but my mind doesn't care. It simply sings on...catching the tune and then picking up the words.

I creates stories of people I don't even know but I can see them in my mind. It's quite entertaining. I could be walking down the street, sitting in church, grocery shopping...if you saw me, you would never know that I have multiple stories, conversations, or songs swirling around in my head. I can see the swirls.

When you share things with me, I see the words. I put pictures to what you say. It you talk about something with a smell, like the beach, I will smell the suntan lotions and any beachy scent. I have done this ever since I can remember. I may get caught up in your words and my pictures, carried away, and forget the gist of the conversation. I will have to put a pause on my mind...and come to a halt...recall your words....and then be able to respond.

When I watch sporting events, especially on television, I am not there. My mind is off day dreaming. I could be watching the action and even comment on it with you now and then, but I am honestly not there. The things inside my head rule! Besides, they are more entertaining to me than the game.

I sit here grinning at myself because it is not typical for me to share these things with anyone. I wanted to give you a bit of an inside look at who is writing here. If you think I am a total loon, so be it...I am a loon to  you! Personally, and in all honesty, I don't care what you think of my type...of me! 

I am who God created me to be! He created me in His image! How cool is that! He likes my type! He and I sit and laugh and have great times together. I thank Him for creating me to be the lady that I am. 

I am sure I am not understood by many. That's fine! I don't expect to be. We are all a variety of types! I laugh at myself often...of the way I am! How I see things! How I hear things! I have constant activity inside my mind...except when I blank it out...and yes...I can do that! I can blank it out...especially when I need to rest or go to sleep. I can blank and be out in just a few minutes.

There is so much more to my type, as there is a lot to any type, but I don't want to overwhelm you...exhaust you in reading me. Besides, I probably already have said plenty. I just wanted you to get a little more acquainted with the lady who writes this blog. Knowing me, I am not finished sharing a bit about myself...you see...my type can also seem to be very open...but it's not. I don't mind you knowing bits about me though. 

Know that even as I wrote this for you to know me a little better, there were songs and stories playing inside my head. It's such a fun place there! I type and share, but not the stories...they aren't finished...they just ramble.

So, now is your choice, to continue reading this blog after a posting or say, "this lady is nuts! Forget reading her stuff!" Yes! I just laughed out loud as I wrote those words. As I said, I am never bragging about who I am but I love the lady God created me to be and I have fun with being me! So, we can have some fun here in this blog. 

The trite bit about me being like and onion is true...I am like an onion...there are several layers (of skin) to peel away...or the trite...I am like a gem, multi-faceted. Using the gem sounds a little too aloof and haughty...and using the onion...well I could see it and smell it as I typed about it. 

I am neither onion nor gem...I am...me!